truth.

Late Night Epiphany.

As I was talking late, trying to help a best friend out about some boy issues, I discovered something.  Trying to understand boys is like trying to understand caterpillars.  

Wait, hear me out.  

Boys are impossibly difficult to get.  Every girl knows this.  (Unless the guy is gay, then he is a little bit easier to understand.  The reason being I think we share some brain waves.)  Now caterpillars are these fuzzy crawly worm things that totally look cute but are in fact bugs.  And then one day bam... they turn into these amazing butterflies.  I am sure some guys may be offended that I just compared them to a caterpillar/butterfly, but here is where my logic comes from:

Boys, like caterpillars, are put on this earth for a higher purpose.  To become something more.  Obviously this takes some time.. and we really do not understand the whole process (unless you're some sort of bug scientist; I am referring to the caterpillars here, obviously).  So all we know in the end is that one day most boys will become the men they need to be... just like most caterpillars become the beautiful butterflies.  Of course there are always exceptions to every rule.  And that totally sucks and kind of messes with my theory, but still.  We must enjoy and appreciate the cute caterpillars as they are (because they'll eventually become beautiful butterflies.)  And in the meantime I suggest that girls stop trying to 'get' guys, and just befriend them.  Either the guy will come around and admit to liking you, or they'll be the ones missing out.

And I do want to note that it is 2:25 in the morning, so if that made absolutely no sense, or I offended numerous amounts of people (i.e. boys)... it is probably because of my lack of sleep.  Either way as of right now, I feel pretty deep.  

Do you know...

Do you know how to be happy when your closest friends aren't?  

Do you know how to ask someone what you did to make them upset with you?  

Do you know how to keep from crying because your life hasn't been that bad while everyone else's seems to be falling apart? 

Do you know how to try and make a sad person smile?  

Do you know how to change the past?  

Do you know how to predict the future?  

Do you know how to tell the truth when you know you'll be judged?  

Do you know how it feels to be the one who tags along?  

Do you know how to make your friends happy?  

Do you know how to make bad dreams go away?

Do you know how to say the right things?  

Do you know how to be yourself?  

Do you know what it is like to never feel like you're being yourself?  

Do you know what to do if you feel like you're losing your friends?

Do you know what the point is in making someone's day special only to have it all blow up?

Do you know what is fair?

Do you know what it is like to have said, "No one will ever understand." ?

Do you know where God was in their lives? 

Do you know where happiness and joy even come from?   

Do you know why they wanted to give up?  

Do you know why you don't?  

Do you know why we feel for people we shouldn't?  

Do you know why we don't feel for people we should?  

Do you know why it gets harder before it gets easier?  

Do you know why people are so incredibly selfish?

Do you know why people say "I don't care" when more often than not they do?

I wish I did.

 

GOODWIN

WE GOT A ROOM IN GOODWIN!!!!!!!!!!!

we got a room in goodwin!!!

i am going to write a song about how happy i am..

after i stop jumping up and down with excitement. 

WE GOT GOODWIN!!!!!

last night.

"she's your friend."

i don't think it should have hurt as much as it did.