Down down down the rabbit hole

I'll be honest, I have never been a big fan of Alice in Wonderland.. especially the disney cartoon one.. I felt like her voice was wayyy too high.. and thus made me want to rip out all my hair. But I am absolutely stoked for the new Alice that comes out March 5th. My mom bought me some Alice themed make-up from Urban Decay, and I'll admit.. that's what did it. I am wearing it right now and feel more like Alice already. crazy? maybe... but at this point I couldn't care less.

Tomorrow I find out if I will be cast in The Runner Stumbles. If I am in it, I will be a) thoroughly shocked b) thoroughly ecstatic and c) probably going to be jumping up and down for a solid day. If I am not in it, I will a) be kind of really sad b) change my hair drastically c) get something pierced. It will be the only way for me to cope.. because I am sitting here positively depressed because I have this inkling I won't be getting in.

So hair ideas: cut it.. not likely. I love my hair now.

dye it.. yes. what color? blonde? strawberry blonde? dark brown? black? lets discuss this tomorrow..

piercing: my mom is going to read this.. and probably kill me.. but I might get my nose pierced. after our Hawaii vacation though, so don't worry Ma'.

But here is my reasoning: It is not a tattoo. it will close up when I take it out next year around graduation time. It might not even heal properly and I will have to take it out anyway. But in the grand scheme of things it is not permanent, and I promised I wouldn't pierce my ears anymore. You can discuss your opinions below... I am all ears.

I am going to see a musical tonight.. I forget what it is titled.. ghost house? house whisperer? ghost whisperer? But its by the same guy who did Spring Awakening.. and that was pretty awesome.. a little intense.. because I totally saw boobage and butt.. (you think I'm exaggerating.. but I promise I am not.. full on boobs. and butt).. so we shall see what happens tonight. Hopefully it will make me happier.. because as of right now.. still wishing I could fall into a rabbit hole.. join me?